Today is really hard. I’m laying in bed once again. My two younger boys are glued to the screen once again. My brain is left wondering if i will die of this terrible disease once again. My heart is so heavy so I called my husband in tears crying to him about how I’m sick of not being able to be a mom. I’m tired of not being able to help my kids that are behind in academics. My husband called our Pastor who called right away to remind me that God’s grace is sufficient and even though they are really going through it right now too, he callled to encourage me! It instantly made me feel better that someone understands because his wife is going through the same thing. So the story is that Gods grace is sufficient and there is no condemnation in God. He will step in and give me Grace where I fail with my children.
My daughter has a choir concert tonight. I do not see myself getting out of bed today. If I can’t drag myself to her concert the condemnation will set in once again and I will need to remind myself that God’s grace is sufficient. She will be really mad! But God’s grace is sufficient! Today is really hard but God’s grace is sufficient!
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