This is going to be short! I haven’t posted in a while. I got this crazy idea to sell young living products. It’s not that I don’t WANT to. I LOVE their products. It’s that I actually have to be around people to sell stuff. I hope someday I will be successful but for now it’s time consuming and crazy.
Today is a tuff day. I’m battling depression and bitterness. This is how I feel! I don’t want to feel like this. I know that God gave his son so that I didn’t have to battle this!
So today I have to make a choice to not express what I feel. To only express it to God. To not act on how I feel. And I need to remind myself that it’s ok if I don’t feel 100% today. I need to rest in Gods grace even if my kids don’t understand!
If you are reading this and you have Lyme please, please know you are not alone. You are loved. If I could see you in person I would tell you that everything is going to be ok. I would help you. But most of all I would let you know that I understand! I know what you are battling. I know how hard it is! And you will make it another day! I would tell you that you need God in your life because Jesus is your only hope! Please reach out to me if you have Lyme.
